11/29/05 09:16 pm
Why do we write in these journals? I just don't understand is it for others to see what plain jane lives we have or is it for us to read to make the fact look clearer?
Anyway since the day has been pretty uninteresting, I shall talk about the whole week so far, having three essays to write in the space of two weeks and no ideas still is a bad thing. Having to work in a shop where there is no heating minus one lousy flimsy radiator near the till is not good. Though it's a good thing I've got collegues who make me laugh till my sides split. I still can't fit 'comfortably' in to my favourite trousers without thinking the words 'thunder thighs' must.lose.weight. But joining the gym is like writing in the journal, everyone will see, but I need this, to overcome my psycho shyness at uni. I must stop going red everytime I'm asked a question in seminar, or worse, stutter mumble jumble.